Selfish

Words can't describe the things I'm feeling
Anxiety and panic springs to mind
Worry and heartache are also there
All this I keep confined
Until this moment where I write this down
I worry about you as your world spins around
But I'm also being selfish in my feelings towards you
And I'm sorry for this small break down
I just need to figure out how to take this step back
The step that I promised that I would do
To be friends again is all I need
And we will get there eventually, me and you
Because I love you
Forever and more.

The Longest Winter

The longest winter

Brings nothing but pain

There is no sun or sand

Just the snow and the rain

It makes us think about our past

Our lives before when we were sad

Yet what lies ahead is hard to see

No matter, what will be, will be

If a new life comes into our world

Take care of them lovingly, boy or girl

The longest winter

When will this end?

Bring back the summer

Love and sun will mend

All the worries and woes in life

Because you can finally be my wife

So we can travel the world

Me and thee together

Hand in hand, falling in love

This is all for you, from your lonely dove