The Music of Raknal Shasa

As I sit here,
Waiting,
Forever and more,
Watching my latest score,
The music,
The music flowing
Forever growing,
Growing forever and more.

The brass, the clarinets,
What is next?
Nothing to expect,
Except my latest score,
Forever and more.

The bass line rolling,
Scrolling,
Scrolling through my mind,
Where is my 4/4 time?
Musically blind
Forever and more.

This door,
My musical wall,
Flowing,
Forever growing,
Forever and more.

Four drums beating,
Never leaving,
Pounding,
Never leaving my mind,
My mind,
Forever hearing,
Hearing the latest score,
Forever and more.

My viola's bowing,
Never slowing,
Holding together my score,
My score,
Flowing,
Forever and more.

This melody,
Burning,
Never learning,
Never learning that I can see,
Beyond this pond,
Belongs,
My river song before,
Forever and more.

Violins, Cello's
Now it starts to mellow,
Now the romance starts,
My hearts,
Both pounding,
Waiting for the harp,
My harp, my harpsichord,
Forever and more.

Can this be?
Don't tell me,
This is the end of life,
Call the doctor,
The conductor,
That my growing,
Forever flowing,
Never slowing score,
Has reached the door,
Beyond my wall,
My chamber door,
Now I become,
Never and more.

Love in POA

The girl with the massive smile,
Made me want to stay for a while,
And she had a really really nice voice.

She had dreadlocks in her hair,
Acted like she really didn't care,
She told everyone that I was her boy.

Ohh this girl with the massive smile,
Made me feel like a small child,
Because I felt butterflies every time I saw her face,
It was love in a southern place,
I don't know what to say,
I fell in love in Porto Alegre.
I fell in love in POA!!

She and Her

I fell in love,
Oh what a shame,
She broke my heart,
I'm the only one to blame,
She took my money,
She took my time,
But because of her,
My heart, it's,
It's...
It's in the city behind.

She tried to hurt me,
Mentally she did,
Her words saved me,
Made me never quit,
Her eyes showed me,
Proved that I would still love,
So soon after she,
She broke my heart,
My,
My love for HER will never die,
SHE, from my heart,
SHE, will now depart.

Forever and More,
SHE, will never leave the shelf,
HER smile will never leave me,
But what comes around,
What comes around is often,
Not what's set in motion by myself.

The Psycho and the Ape

A psycho is at her strongest when she has her trained ape
She can do what she likes, she will always be protected
Until one day that ape will catch her screwing around
Or at least something will become suspected


Fighting is the only thing the ape knows
Yet the Psycho will manipulate him with her words
She will laugh and clap when he does something she says
So why is it me that has to pay?


The ape calls me a coward, smart within my youth
Why should I fight you for pointing out the truth
A fight that isn't anything to do with him, she makes it so
The Psycho, why does she want to hurt me so?


The truth is worse than a lie, according to the ape
Because he is smart enough to make this calculation
I can not wait until the day
The ape turns on the Psycho, once and for all
I can see it happening, waiting for the Psycho to fall
She will get hurt, maybe physically too
The dangers of owning a trained ape, they will turn on you
Let their world self destruct, let's keep pushing through.

Vodka the Cat

We found each other in a strange place
At the place that you work, the place that I stayed
I asked if you spoke English, you said no
this could have cause problems but for us it made
our friendship even stronger, we just said "so?"
I loved this about you, I just want you to know

Every day I saw you, my heart started to beat
faster and faster with every word that you speak
Even though I didn't know anything you said
I loved your voice, and especially your dreads

We went for lunch and a walk in the park
I couldn't believe how fast you won my heart
with your big brown eyes and your amazing smile
I already want to take you down the aisle

My last day with you, I shed a tear
because meeting you has made my year
I gave you my shirt, my favorite shirt
because leaving you behind really hurt
It really hurt

All the way home I thought of you
My beautiful girl I left in Brasil
The love of my life, don't feel blue
Just always remember that I love you
Eu te amo, Eu te amo.

Selfish

Words can't describe the things I'm feeling
Anxiety and panic springs to mind
Worry and heartache are also there
All this I keep confined
Until this moment where I write this down
I worry about you as your world spins around
But I'm also being selfish in my feelings towards you
And I'm sorry for this small break down
I just need to figure out how to take this step back
The step that I promised that I would do
To be friends again is all I need
And we will get there eventually, me and you
Because I love you
Forever and more.

The Longest Winter

The longest winter

Brings nothing but pain

There is no sun or sand

Just the snow and the rain

It makes us think about our past

Our lives before when we were sad

Yet what lies ahead is hard to see

No matter, what will be, will be

If a new life comes into our world

Take care of them lovingly, boy or girl

The longest winter

When will this end?

Bring back the summer

Love and sun will mend

All the worries and woes in life

Because you can finally be my wife

So we can travel the world

Me and thee together

Hand in hand, falling in love

This is all for you, from your lonely dove